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i'm back to blogging after a short hiatus =) 

it's like I'm either blogging about recent travels or just ranting about nonsense 

actually I have nothing much to say...

If you were to ask me last week, I would probably have a lot to say

but now...nahh....一切都是雾水烟花

just go with the flow and if that person really cares, that person will make the effort to stay if not...mampus! 

but lately it has been quite a change for me...

been doing things that I'm not used to and being the kind of person that I'm also very unfamiliar with 

okay la..i'm probably exaggerating a bit but seriously, I do think that I've made significant changes within such a short period, character wise. 

I'm back at the gym again! 

been slacking for over a month and I'm finally slowly getting back on track

though i don't think I can ever be like how I was last year ( 6 days a week, hardcore max ) cannot blame me leh...i was having summer holidays at that time and now i have a full time job...

going to the gym after work is a huge sacrifice lor when i can just go home straight and be a couch potato =P 

at the moment, I think making the effort to hit the gym 3-4 times a week is already a great achievement... better work harder if not nanti really nobody wants hahahaha 

btw, I've just switched my gym membership today =O 

decided to withdraw from Chi and join celeb since I will have company to gym after work and it's still at a tolerable drive from work 

people say changes is good and I do hope that by making some changes in my life it will bring a difference to what's ahead of me =) 

what I can do now is to live for myself and to live like there's no tomorrow =) 

keep loving yourself and try to be a better person from what you were yesterday 

not trying to be philosophical but I realized that lately I have this tendency to talk like that...

omg..is that a sign of aging? i hope it's just I'm turning wiser but not older =P 

just a random pic that I'd never posted before =P 

VSvacay- Australia Day 7 - Melbourne

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since i'm free today... i'm just going to finish blogging my australia trip 

and the good thing is that the drama that i've been waiting since 2 years ago has finally started broadcasting =) 

love the novel itself and the lead actor and actress both happens to be my 男神 & 女神 

close friends should know who's my 男神 hahahhaa....Eddie Peng is just too hot! cannot tahan LOLLL 

this shows that I've already liked him for quite some time...

i think it was since love U U? 

and then liu shi shi was since 步步惊心 

okok...back to my main post...i get carried away too easily ish...

today is our last day in Melbourne =( 

Venice decided to "ditch" us to have breakfast with her friends 

so me and funny went and “support table legs" at manchester press 

 look at the queue...australians do love queueing for good food huh? 

but fortunately, we didn't really need to queue too long 

 so crowded inside 

 macam yes shot LOL 

 funny's mocha 

my chai latte...so good =) 

 everybody enjoying their meal LOL 

 my sweet bagel! sooooooo gooooood! miss this so much! so good until i attempt to finish it even when i was so stuffed LOL 

 funny's salmon bagel...mine looks better hor =P 

after brunch, we went to victoria's market to meet up with venice..walked around there for abit then headed to brighton beach =) 

 walking along the pier 

 he was forced to take this pic hahahahaha 

 us being us again LOL 

 took a pic of this tree just because it reminds me of that old tree we used to have at tsun jin 

 finally after a 20 mins walk~ we're here~! 

 too bad it was a gloomy day =( 

 this needs sun to be perfect =( 

 just me being emo LOL 

 us with all the beach boxes 

it's obvious that we made he pose like that =P 

 my pretty venice 

 such a cute box =D 

 nice lehhhh 

we were damn childish..played scissors paper stone there to see who hit the waves first LOL 

and funny lost to both of us =P 

even filmed a silly Music video hahahahaha

things we do when we're on a holiday 

watch it if you haven't =P 

 just feel that it's a good shot LOL 

after that venice went n meet up with her friend then me and funny went for souvenir shopping then bought lord of the fries on the way back to his place... 

 this + kangxi lai le was awesome! and so guilty hahahhaa 

went for the tram dinner after that woots! 

 much grand! 

 love warm bread =) 

 so much food! we were stuffed by food and drinks....it just kept coming 

 the champagne was really nice =) 

 i swear that i'm not drunk 

 steak was okay but not great 

 love love love cheese platter LOL 

the panna cota was delish~ 

anyways, it was a great experience to have dinner on a moving tram, getting to chill and talk with friends about old times was just really really nice...

reminiscing the old times, old gossips, old secrets that seemed so important last time but has become something that we can laugh about now...

or maybe it's because we've grown and learnt to let go a lot of things...

headed straight to the airport the next morning, faced reality ever since 

I'm totally not done

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too much to ramble today...

and obviously I've already wrote a lot on my last post but I still have so much to rant...

and since I'm like crazy free now...which is not exactly the best thing LOL 

just said that lately I just don't like being alone...

I just don't like the feeling of being lonely...

I guess that's why I've been going out much more often than I used to...

I dunno if I've changed or this is just a short phase? 

but I just have too much to say but I don't feel like telling anybody because it's actually really stupid 

too dumb to be telling anybody...

knowing that it wasn't supposed to be serious but the serious bug inside me is just eating me up entirely =( 

no wonder my bro used to tell me that I never learn...

hahahha

I really never learn! 

too many uncertainties! 

I hate uncertainties but that's what life is all about...

being inexperienced sucks =(

it's like I'm always at people's mercy 

I feel like I get controlled by people easily which is so stupid! 

or maybe I'm just emotionally too dry? 

or maybe I'm just trying to rush into things? 

sometimes I don't even know what am I thinking...

knowing that this is just a joke and should never be taken into notice but yet still sort of affected me in some way...

I know that I'll get over it very soon but why do I even have to go through the getting over part when clearly there wasn't even anything to get over for? 

argh...this is stupid...

I think I'll be laughing at this few days later....

ok..I think I'm just having PMS 

just let me rot in my pod 

this is really stupid 

and the stupidest part is that I clearly know that it's stupid yet I still let it get its way...

#winliaolor 

why am I always like that =( 

I don't want to be this weak prick

I should be like a player LOL 

VSvacay- Australia Day 6 - Melbourne with a lot of rambling

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Another week has gone by and I've realized that I've already been working for over a month! 

time really does flies!  I know that I say this in every blog post but then it's true! 

it also almost feels like time goes by so fast but yet I didn't achieve much in my life...

I often feel very lifeless and very demotivated =( 

it must be the aging syndrome LOL

towards the end of the year you just don't feel like accepting the fact that it's going to be another year soon =O 

it's funny that you have to go through so much but yet achieve little throughout the process and things you've projected in your head will never ever go along the same as expectations...

imaginations is always beautiful but that's why it's called imaginations, it's not true, it's just a visual castle that you build in your own head...

in order to let your dreams come true, you will always have to do something about it, though most of the time it is never going to be like what you've wished for but at least you've done something and you won't spend time regretting by not doing it in the future. 

I feel that people that don't know me well might think that i've changed but in actual fact, my character will always be like this...

I'm just learning to embrace what I have and try to be a tad more confident but in baby steps...

I'm not exactly the most adaptable person in the world but at least i'm trying 

but lately I realized that I don't need as much alone time as I need before...

It doesn't sound like a good thing but then i used to like being alone too much which is bad...

now i feel like I have the tendency to feel lonely and I feel like that I need more attention.LOL ...

sounds like an attention seeker LOL 

never mind, just like what my mom and friends say, try not to be so tough, act a bit like a damsel in distress at times hahahaha =P 

okay, i should really stop rambling and go back into my main topic of this blog post.... 

we've booked a day trip to the great ocean road for our 2nd full day in Melbourne since it was recommended by so many people that it's a must to go there when you're in Melbourne! 

the surf beaches along the great ocean road~  there's a saying that the moon out of your own country is always rounder, but can i use it on this sun? hahaha 

 me trying to defy the sunlight LOL asian eyes spotted 

 so pretty right? 

 just here for a short stop for biscuits and tea =) 

 just us being us =P 

 i really like this shot! love how the rays of the suns hits the hill and the water =D 

 just keep smiling =) 

 kennette river ~ playing with parrots and koalas... no biggie, there's just a parrot on my head =P 

 venice being attacked =P 

 must always have macam yes shots! 

 a short trail at otway's rainforest...very pretty and easy walk =) 

 just us in a tree hole! 亲爱的树洞～ 

 waiting for the helicopter for a view of the 12 apostles =) 

 didn't get a picture of one of the hot pilots =( 

 us being all jakuns! first time on a helicopter leh.... 

 so pretty~~!!! 

 the 12 apostles~ 

 i think this is loch and gorge ...can't blame me for not remembering lor...it's been over a month leh 

 every inch is picture worthy 

 venice was saying she wants her wedding pictures taken here hahahaha 

 loving the ripples of the clouds 

 me always looking so bodoh LOL 

 ahh..so pretty! 

 cool shot horrrr =P 

 we were actually really tired towards the end of the day trip...fell asleep the whole way back to the city LOL 

 a last pic of great ocean road 

 had really nice korean dinner with them =D 

  a sneaky peak of this ferris wheel..so colourful =D 

I've always been fascinated by ferris wheels and carousels LOL..typical girl 

went to a friend house to chill after that but then this imba me fell asleep while everybody were chatting == 

seriously fell into deep sleep that they actually filmed funny trying to wake me up but i gave no reaction LOL 

like dead liao LOLLLLLL 

okay~ end of this post~ the next will be my last of the whole trip~ =)