Thursday, December 26, 2013

一个人

刚刚在看某个谈话性节目说到单身的生活就突然想写东西。。。
他们说如果一个人习惯一个人做东西就完了。。。
我真的完了吗? 
我可以一个人看电影,一个人吃饭。。。虽然已经很久没做这些啦。。。
直接留在家算了。。。哈哈
我只差没有一个人去唱K。。。
其实我最想做的是一个人去旅行。。。但是问题出在我妈妈不允许 == 
旅伴不容易找,又要配合旅行地点,旅行时间(一个月) ,还有budget。。。
又有多少个人可以真的完完全全配合到恰恰好。。。

嘴巴说很想脱离单身,但是心里其实习惯了一个人
还没学会包容另一个人,还是太以自己为中心点。。。
也许只是还没遇到那个要让我牺牲的那个人。。。

我不想就一直这样习惯下去。。。感觉很危险。。。
我怕我会变得不舍得离开单身。。。不能啊。。。
我怕我会对私人空间的要求越来越贪婪。。。
我也想学会迁就另一个人,爱一个人。。。

一个人有时也很可怜。。。
想到那时在英国的时候,生病到想死的时候,身边没有人,吐到四肢无力还是要自己照顾自己。。。哎。。。
过节。。。
这个就真的已经习惯了。。。。
情人节完全就和普通的一天没分别。。。

好啦。。我牢骚发完了。。。

Monday, December 16, 2013

Urban Decay Naked 3 Palette First Impression Review

yay~! the wait is finally over! 
Urban Decay's Naked 3 palette has finally launched in Malaysia! =) 
I have been waiting for it since the day it launched in the states and now this baby is finally in my hands =DD  

I haven't had the chance to use it yet since i've just got it yesterday,
but i've swatched it and the colours are beautiful =) 


just look at it~! the packaging is to die for! this palette resemblance more of the naked 2 palette which is also a plastic material cover....
compared to the first one which is more of a felt/velvety textured packaging..this rose gold packaging is definitely much prettier and much cleaner...
The Naked 1 palette's packaging tends to collect dust due to its fabric surface...
I own the Naked 1 palette myself and that palette is more of a warm neutral,brownish tone whereas this comes more of a pinky vibe... 


 look at the actual packaging~! the textured plastic makes it looks so creamy and yummy...LOL  
 It also comes with a sample packed with their most popular eye shadow primer which i'm also a fan of =) 
 tadaa~~~~ the colours~ so pretty right =)  as you can see, the whole palette has a pink cast to it and it goes from light to dark as usual...
the shadows are mostly frosted finished and 4 are matte shadows...
My favourite shadow at first sight/first swatch is trick (6th from the left)..the finishing is soooo pretty and the colour payoff is just awesome!  

swatches:
 right to left: strange-dust-burnout-limit-buzz
Strange can be used as a highlighting colour for your brow bone,inner corners of your eyes etc
dust is a really beautiful shimmery glittery shadow but it flakes quite a bit....and i think you can only wear it on bigger occasions or use very minimal on your lids to make your eyes pop! 
buzz is also a very nice frosted shadow but slightly darker than trick ...
Limit is a matte dark movy  pink that can be used as a base all over your lids...
right to left: trick -nooner-liar-factory-mugshot-darkside-blackheart 
look at the beautiful frosted finished of trick...divine divine divine...
nooner seems really similar to limit but darker and has more of a brown tint...
blackheart is a brownish black with gold shimmer in it that i think would make a good eyeliner dupe...

the palette also comes with a two headed brush which comes in handy and urban decay make good brushes...not those cheapo ones you get from those usual palettes...

verdict: the pigmentation of most of the shadows are really good..some swatches are only done using one swipe..=O only the first few shadows need more effort on transferring the colours...but nonetheless, it's a good palette to invest on if you are looking for a good neutral palette that is not so boring but yet wearable =) 

The price is quite hefty though.. if i've not mistaken, they marked up the price higher than the last 2 palettes =(  
That's all for today~ see you next time...

Friday, December 6, 2013

侃侃而谈

好像每次都要隔很久才会更新一下部落格。。。
第一,没什么好写
第二,时间不太允许
第三,懒惰 
很想写"All Time Favourite Cosmetic Products"但是需要蛮多时间来拍照+排版。。。
所以要搁置一下。。。可能考试后才写吧。。。
考试+FYP+功课把人搞得头昏脑胀。。。
加上最近也惹到了不必要的麻烦。。。
其实也不算麻烦啦。。。
只是自己有点不知所措。。。加处理不当。。。
很可惜地说,长这么大还真的第一次遇到这种问题。。。== 
希望这个不会影响到我的心情啦。。。

对于喜欢的人,别人叫我勇敢一些。。。
但是我真的没有多余的勇气。。。
既然就快毕业了。。也许真的应该勇敢一些? 
就豁出去? 不知道。。。我真的还没准备好踏出这一步。。。。
我害怕如果真的说白了,万一被拒绝那怎么办? 
如果连朋友也做不成那怎么办? 
不过知道的人越来越多了。。。是不是也在说明我在开始建立勇气了? 
还是其实他已经知道了? 但是假装不知道? LOL
我开始在胡思乱想了。。。。



Saturday, November 16, 2013

Cheeky Make up haul and First Impression Review

=D 
I get overly excited about cosmetics...a bit too excited...
like my mom always say: you have too much make up! 
but i happen to have a very soft spot for make up...
long story short...
going to review about the latest brow product from benefit - gimme brow
close friends will know that i have an unhealthy obsession with eyebrows...
unless i'm wearing glasses...if not,i must draw my brows! i don't mind going out bare face which i always do...but i must have my brows filled! because without my brows...i have no face LOL 

 the packaging itself....the usual benefit retro design
 got mine in medium/dark 
 the product itself 
 the wand is teeni-tiny which is supposed to give more mobility 

my eye brow using gimme brow paired with my shu uemura eyebrow pencil..
verdict: it's a perfect product if you have thick eyebrows but with certain sparse area...
but if you have eyebrows like me which has an apologetically amount of hair == then you would need to pair it up with a brow pencil/shadow to achieve the bold eyebrow look...i could pull it off by just using it on my right brow but for my left brow which has even lesser hair, the gel itself is not enough to create the boldness that i want to achieve... 
this product softens the harshness of my brows given by the brow pencil and gives my brows a more voluminous look by thickening my natural brows....
well, i would say that it's a good product but just not perfect for people with brows like me...
for people with naturally thick brows...good for you! 

next on the list~ 
NARS and Tarte has finally made their way to Malaysia~! 
I have been using NARS's products since being exposed to it when I was in the UK and I was stoked when I can finally get it here! =D 

I got only one thing from NARS because I already have a few of their products...
 got a blush in the shade Gilda... a peachy, orangey blush which I don't have in my collection =) 
 swatch of the blush 

first impression: the shade is just too cute to pass up and i just like the orange tint it gives my complexion... best of all, it's not glittery like orgasm which makes it much wearable..=D 

now.. last but not least~ Tarte~! 
tarte just launched in Sephora this week and I have been wanting to try their products for the longest of time as I've heard so much good things about their things...
didn't get their cult amazonian clay blushes though as I've gotten just a new blush so that will have to wait...
 got their limited edition set =D the packaging is sooo pretty! 
 eye shadow quad =) 
 finishing powder
 lash primer
 mascara
 eyeliner pencil 
 lip chubby stick with sharpener 
swatches: 
 the eyeliner pencil is soooo smooth! glides on like a breeze...not sure about the staying power yet...will have to examine longer 

 swatches of the eyeshadow quad...
the colour payoff if ok...not as good as urban decay but still decent..will have to try it on more to judge 
 the wand of the mascara..haven't tried yet...will see =) 
 the lipstick in the shade smitten
 the colour is sooo pretty.... the main reason why i've gotten this set 
a not so clear picture of me wearing smitten(lipstick),  gilda(blush) and gimme brow (eyebrow) 

I'll end my review here =) 



Thursday, November 14, 2013

Life In General

I'm finally back from a long hiatus from blogging! 
I just didn't feel like blogging or just generally didn't feel like doing anything...
coursework is a never ending black hole and it's piling up like nobody's business!!  
with the semester coming to an end...exams coming...datelines are coming...
OMG...i have so much to do!! 
Final year is so not fun...why did I let myself take MEng? LOL 
well...at least I've just handed in a taunting coursework today...
and to celebrate...we've watched Thor II!  
To be honest, I didn't even really watch the first movie..=P 
but no worries...you don't have to watch the first one to understand the second one when you have a bro that gives spoilers of every single movie he watches...LOL 
But it was a good movie undoubtedly...
super hero movies with a slight wittiness in them is just really appealing...credits to Loki a.k.a Tom Hiddleston...
I've finally realized why so many of my friends love him...
he has this really special vibe or aura that makes him irresistible...and chris hemsworth is just chris hemsworth lor...LOL
and Kat Dannings is just hilarious as usual...2 broke girls rocks!  haha
most of all..plot twist at the end! OMG...i was so not expecting that...
the next movie that i really want to watch is the hunger games: catching fire ! 
read all the books almost 2 years ago...the second movie is finally here! can't wait! 

just a short update and some rambling here....i might also be doing a review on a new cheeky cosmetic purchase...maybe...will see =D 



Friday, October 18, 2013

FYP

after taking a month off from blogging...not on purpose though...
it's because most of these days are filled with uni,gym,fyp etc ==
not much fun stuffs going on..and i rarely blog about outings because i'm just plain lazy XD 

now still waiting for my simulation to end then start another simulation...
OMG...it's taking sooo longgg!!! 

I'm still so lost on my FYP...I really need to gather my brain cells together to work on it if i want to maintain my results =( 

they say studying is easy compared to the working world...but i'm not at that stage yet ma...
to me, studying is the hardest at this point of life...

maybe next year i would be saying working life is worst but that's the future and I have no idea what to expect yet.... 
so just bear with me moaning about how studying life sucks first ok? haha 


Sunday, September 22, 2013

My Weight loss Journey

I was debating whether to write about this or not since I'm still quite insecure about my weight and have been struggling with water retention due to my messed up menstrual cycle...ok..TMI 

For the past 3 months I have changed my lifestyle completely and decided to thoroughly shed those stubborn fats! 

I'd wished I have started this earlier because I have no idea how did i stand myself looking like that for so long... 

Back to the topic...

In three months I've lost a total of 9.5kg (~=21lbs) 
I know my progress is quite slow but I was also gaining muscles at the same time since I was not only on a strict diet but also working out at the same time...I don't want to just lose weight and feel flabby but toned (I still have a lot to work on though == ) 

I started at 64kg ..yes, i know i'm really heavy for my height! but this isn't my worst for your information...I've exceeded 70kg before ok? LOL nothing to be proud of == 

Just weighed-in today and I now weigh 54.5kg (120lbs) 

I know I'm still quite heavy for my height (5ft2) so I will keep striving until I reach my goal! 
Goal weight 1: 50kg 
Ultimate Goal weight: 48kg (dreaming) 
I don't think I can be as light as those girls nowadays since I have naturally bigger frame and I lift weights that will form muscles... 

I was actually hoping to lose more during this summer but I guess weight loss is not that easy and it's going to be a hard and long journey =( but I must be motivated! 

I've lost ~= 4 inches on my waist, ~=3 inches on each thigh (Y U NO lose more! my limbs are my most problematic areas!) 
I still don't have a perfectly flat stomach..but I hope someday it will be =) 

The happiest thing is that I've dropped 3 jeans sizes...=) 
I can now wear a size 26/ UK8/US 4 jeans =D 

my exercise routine: 
I opted for a personal trainer at my gym and I have 3 gym sessions with him every week on average but it's ending soon 
I also work out at the gym myself even when i don't have training sessions 
When I just started on this lifestyle change, I worked out about 5-6 times per week ( 4 times to the gym, 1-2 times swimming/blogilates) 
but this changed when the swimming pool near my house decided to go on maintenance 2 months ago == 
then I started going to the gym 6 times a week ( saturday is my rest day ) 
Then until september when i reached a weight plato, I went to the gym 8 times a week ( twice on tues and thurs) (saturday is still rest day) 
why twice? lifting in the day, cardio at night 
it was only for three weeks just to wake up my fats to keep working LOL 
tomorrow a new semester is starting, I'm not sure how often I can work out but hopefully still keeping it to 5-6 times a week because I still have a lot to tone! 

eating habits: 
people say abs are made in the kitchen and not the gym! it's 80% diet 20% exercise 
I started eating clean! I cut all sugary delights! no ice-creams,chocs,cakes,pastries! 
I wanted this so I must be strict...
The first 2 months I was really strict with my intake that I only eat certain fruits (guava,apples,white dragonfruit) 
I basically only eat home cooked food (no rice for dinner)...eating out was a disaster 
only salads (no, no caesar salad, only salads without dressings or balsamic vinegar) / lui cha (hakka dish, ditch the ikan bilis) / chinese food (fish+veggie+tofu only) 
drinks: only plain water or tea (non sugary ones exp:earl grey,chamomile,oolong,pu-er etc) 
snacks: certain fruits, almonds, cashew nuts, seeds 
I was that strict for 2 months! 
Now I still basically follow the above but not as strict when I eat out but i still don't touch desserts and sugary drinks ( sugar intake is still very strict at the moment) but my range of fruits have expanded LOL 

Difficulties: WHEN I TRAVEL! I've travelled 4 times during my whole summer and it was a pain to keep up with my eating plan when i'm traveling... I did let myself go at certain times but I still control my portions when I'm traveling especially with sweet stuffs..normally I limit myself to about 2-3 spoon of desserts that I really want to try overseas...
but the worst part is I can't work out when I'm traveling..luckily all my holidays requires a lot of walking (by a lot i mean A LOT!) or swimming 
I do about 60-100 sit ups in the hotel room (during my hong kong trip) 
I wasn't so tough on myself during my Japan trip and mainly because I was mentally and physically exhausted at that time 
I used to weigh-in every single day but now I'm restraining myself from doing that because I get really emotional when it doesn't go down or when it fluctuates... I'm to obsessed with numbers 
I need to keep reminding myself that slow progress is still progress and good things never come easy...I'm already doing my best and I should be proud of myself! 

Ok...a before and after pic throughout this 3 months 


I know I'm not there yet but please be patient with me =) 
I will keep going and won't stop until I've reached my goal! 






Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Japan Trip #5- DisneySea

Tadaa~ I'm finally on my last Japan trip post! 
This post is going to be solely on DisneySea~! 
first question: why disney sea and not disneyland?
since we'd only less than a week in Tokyo so we could only make one day for disney and after reading some reviews online, disneyland is everywhere and there's only one disneysea in the world so disneysea it is! 
Shinjuku( JR chuo line) ---> Tokyo (switch to JR Keiyo Line) ---> Maihama (switch to disney resort line) --->Disneysea 

oh ya! 
disneyland cater more to younger kids so if you like stimulative rides then it's better to choose disneysea... 
what i feel after visiting disney is that only most of the people there are mostly locals...
at one point when we were queueing for a ride, we were the only foreigners there LOL 


At Disney resort line~ the typical mickey mouse train 


 me and my mickey shirt LOL 
 Finally at te ticketing booth..there wasn't even a line! and Paranoid me decided to buy online before flying there == 
 what you'll see when you step into the theme park 

 group pic in Disneysea! 
 huge artificial volcano! 
 a parade was going on when we were there! 
 so pretty! theme parks are just picture worthy 
 me posing in front of some random house
 tower of terror!  the first ride that we've approach but the queue was terribly long..so we went for the fast pass and our allocated time was 7.15pm-8.15pm LOL... it was about 12pm at that time == 
we did went back for the ride at 7.15pm...
i was terrified! if you've been to any theme parks with me you would have know that I'm afraid of any form of rides besides kiddy ones,ferris wheel and the carousel LOL 
but if i make myself do it i can still manage to go on certain roller coasters...
so i was expecting this tower of terror to be a haunted indoor roller coaster...i've mentally prep myself to just go for it...not until we were a step onto the ride, when the announcer say please fasten your seatbelt when you get into the elevator, only then i realized that it was a free fall ride!!! OMFG! I've always been avoiding all free fall rides and now i'm sending myself into one == 
I dunno why i didn't just give up and leave, i fasten my seatbelt and started grabbing the sides of the chair....
when the machine started moving up one storey at a time..and every storey has its own ghost/weird phenomena...until the highest storey..it was a real window to the outside world..I literally started screaming when i saw the scene...at some point my mouth was just opened but nothing came out LOL 
I think i didn't close my mouth until the end of the ride and my eyes was all teary when the ride stopped... and that's not the end..my legs were also wobbly when i got out from the ride...==
that sums up to my first free fall experience 

 Duffy's House where we had our lunch 
 one of the rides we went...prepare to get wet if you were to go for this ride 
 well-prepared with our disney towels before the ride..thanks to the towel that i'm not soaked...
 disney-must-do:queue up to get a picture with a disney character...
only managed to take one with mickey because each character has individual lines and every line is sooo long 
wanted to queue up for the indiana jones ride but the queue was way too long and there wasn't any fast pass left..so we just gave in =( 
 me fooling around with minnie's headband 
 a kiddy ride that we went at arabian coast 
 one of the rides in arabian coast...unless you want to chill for awhile on a boat...if not,  avoid this ride because it's so boring 

 the only carousel at disneysea..didn't manage to get on it but a picture with it is a must! 
 mermaid lagoon! so pretty right? but all the rides there are for kids...so unless you want to relive your childhood like us if not, there's nothing much to offer for people over 12 
 toy story land~! 
 fireworks (Fantasmic) before leaving the park! it was a spectacular performance and the best closing you could have imagine to end a day at a theme park! 

poof~!  

That's the end of my Japan trip posts! =) 

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