Judgemental People

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I better continue writing here about my views on judgemental people instead of dayre coz the person i m referring to follows my dayre...oops..im being too obvious i know coz there's only 6 person following my dayre and only one person is like that...
im pretty sure that she wouldnt stalk my blogspot and its not like im going to share this post on fb so it should be fine...
really beh tahan okay..
though she is someone close to me and we are very close but her attitude problem is on the verge of getting on my nerves...

i dont even know why did i even try to explain myself last night coz there's no point...i was just really shocked of what came out of her mouth and mostly hurt by what she said.... she probably didnt mean anything as its her norm by saying these stuff and i got a lot from her edi but it was just not very appealing to my ears...

the first thing that she said that was just plain innappropriate last night was judging people's appearance...
we just sat down and she just suddenly say that my bro's gf is not that pretty jeh...her photos so pretty, she in person not very lor... im like wtf?
we just sat down and we hvnt even started talking let alone the fact that i didnt even ask about my bro gf 's appearance and she just blurted this out out of the blue with my bro and his gf just seated next to me 😑
im like whutttt????? and didnt even bother answering her and went on with other subjects coz i dont want to be involved in such a topic and i dont feel the need to answer such stupid question...answering would only make myself feel retarded LOL like what was your problem woman?
she is pretty and period..do you even have to say such mean things?
she didnt do anything to you leh and i like her a lot!
she is just a young little girl that is my bro gf and my friend..why would you say such thing about someone let alone that she's also somebody that is close to me 😒

i know that she is always judging other people's appearances but really? judging strangers is one thing but really? this is my bro's gf eh... and she didnt even do anything to you 😑
you probably just being urself but really..you didnt have to be so mean 24/7...
you always say that you're being honest and straight forward but this is not honest! this is straight up mean liao!
I am being honest! i dont lie when people ask me stuff but i dont go bombarding other people especially when nobody ask for my opinions..

bombard other ppl's looks oso suan liao..
i was just talking about me not showing my bf my dayre coz i write too much emotions in it and a lot involves him then you apalah! say i give you the feeling that i scared that nobody wants me.....
i literally stopped eating and looked at her blankly for a whole 5 secs coz i was speechless.... where did this even come from..like how?
loving my bf and being insecure about a new relationship shows that i am scared that nobody wants me?
i thought that just shows that i really love him and im afraid of losing him?
i didnt say i want other guys or what eh..i dont even get how did that idea came into your mind...im like whattttttt

and me being me...why did i even bother explaining myself...i should have just shrug it off..coz this is not the first time that she has judged my relationship...
i feel like evn dayre is not safe anymore...
only 6 ppl reading and i still cant write what i feel without being judged..damn sad okay

from saying that i m too serious and i think too much now saying that im desperate? oh my god!
what is wrong with you lady?
what did i do to you to be judged like that...

i wouldnt say that i treat you crazy crazy well but i am always nice to you leh... but walau..woman..i never once not even once say such things to you but why are you saying such mean things to me?

did i even ask what do you think about me and my bf? no right...then why did you have to say mean things about us and my personality..im just a bit histerical when im writing out my feelings but i never once bothered you eh..i was just writing how i feel on dayre only leh...*facepalm*

i dont even want to rant to you coz i know exactly what you're going to say...belittling me and all...
since young ah...even when i get better grades you have to criticize me for being a snob..im like wtf? i didnt even tell you my grades 😑
snob simisai?
okay..ham fung nin qin one i dont say....
but really...
how are you going to make people like you if you r so judgemental even with your close ones?

very hurtful one eh for no reason...
its like what did i do to you?

Where did time go?

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wow...i think this is the longest hiatus i've been? 

I don't think that I've ever skipped a whole month before...

i blame dayre...coz i now update everything there and thus I have nothing to blog about...

shall just write nonsense again as usual since i haven't been traveling =(

I need another trip laaaaaa 

I'm such a brat...just started working only for a few months and i'm already asking for holidays ..bad girl 

chinese new year is like 2 more weeks ahead...gosh...

where did all the time go...

as time flies, i get more scared...

coz that means that the viper challenge is coming...OH NO! 

I m so not prepared for it...

I don't feel fit at all =(

I feel fat =(((((( 

I am always lethargic...

okay..blame my horrendous sleeping habit...

I don't know since when did i started sleeping so late?

I remember during schooling days i used to sleep at 10.30 sharp every night

then even during uni days..i probably sleep latest by 12 i think? 

i don't remember myself sleeping terribly late until year 4 

which i seriously don't think it has something to do with work...

coz I don't normally work late night...

i do my revision early...and i usually saogong from revising around 9-10pm ish..at most 12am 

so it's definitely not because of uni...

so why did I started having this bad habit?

can someone tell me...

I should totally do something about it but then I m not even trying hard enough....

this is soooo bad wei...

sleeping at 1am waking up at 6.30 am == 

can die one leh if this go on...

and 1am is actually already considered the "earlier" time...i often sleep at 2 am ==

which is sooooo bad....doom laaaaa

why am i writing a whole post about my sleeping habit....

I should write a motivation blog post for myself to lose weight! 

gosh...i everyday call myself sei fei por but yet i still eat so much...

mou dak gao edi =( 

2015's Resolutions

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It's the time of the year again to write about our resolutions! 

as usual, it's not about the quantity but actually achieving it

what's the point of writing hundreds of resolutions but achieves none? 

okay.... straight into my resolutions :

1. lose more weight! this is like my yearly resolutions without fail =) hope that i don't have to put this again next year.... 2013 was good but not much improvement in 2014..so 2015 i better lose the pounds!

2. work hard and smart for my career! it used to br about school but now it's finally about work..hopefully i'll get better in my work and get to go to germany for projects hahahaha save up more too!

3. appreciate my love ones more! it still feels a bit surreal having a boyfriend and i  will learn to not only love him more but also to love my family and friends =)

4. be a better person! smile more! be more outgoing and friendlier to people and most importantly be more positive and do not dwell in the past...have more faith in life and learn to have more trust

5. oh! must not forget..pass my DELF exam hahahaha

I think that's all...any longer i don't think i'll be able to do it....so yea.... 5 important ones! 

A Whole New Journey

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Been writing on Dayre more often lately cause it's just much more convenient than writing a full blogpost...

If you've been stalking me (i'm just joking) , you should know that I've recently just started a new job...

starting in a whole new environment again but when you're young you just have to do what you want and what you think you should #YOLO ma! 

it's my 2nd day today and I would say so far so good...

just that I have to wake up an hour earlier and it's much further away from home...

going there in the morning is fine..but coming back == my god! the jam ah....

anyways, hoping for the best and hopefully that I would be able to find passion in this job as I've made this choice to come here and it's my own choice to pursue CAE 

it might be hard but i will try my best to work for it! 

oh! and i'm back to the environment where the majority are guys... school days reminisce 

been slacking a lot lately...getting my ass back to the gym! 

and i really need to lose those fats yo! 

then i realized that I have nothing much to blog about...

will blog after this sat since I will be going on a trip with my company =) 

hopefully it won't get awkward hahahaha 

i don't care! I just want to end it with my selfie hahahah

After 6 years

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Well, I guess going to Genting for a day trip still considers as traveling right? hahaha

Fact: The last I was there was 6 years ago with the S1 buds 

sounds crazy but I just don't see the reason of going there since I don't gamble, the theme park is a bore which makes it worse since it's closed now but looking forward for the new upcoming 20th century fox theme park =D 

Okay...

so the reason that i went to Genting this time is to watch the TVB star Awards 2014 

got free tickets thanks to astro but no thanks for the need to make a trip up to genting...hahaha

i remembered that the year before was held in Sunway Pyramid but their scale has gone up a lot since last year and I guess sunway isnt sufficient anymore since now it's broadcasted live in multiple countries and it's sort of a huge event for TVB 

Went there with chris,jean and kev. Thanks Kev for driving us up there but really, don't have to "der piao " one...

if i'm pregnant my baby sure get jerked out during the ride LOL 

Anyways, got there around 4-ish then went into the genting casino for the first time in  my life...

No idea how to gamble..very intrigued but didn't play any bets =P 

walked around first world shopping area and the girls went on a cosmetic shopping spree.. me on the other hand, eye gatal went for the brow trimming service hhaha

since my eye brows were all untamed and unruly might as well right? 

Didn't take much pictures since it was just genting but who could forget ootds? 

 macam yes shot =P 

shirt : some online shop; jeans: american eagle ; leather jacket : massimo dutti; scarf : india ; bag : massimo dutti ; boots : H&M 

anyhow also have to have some swag wad =P 

me and the couz yo! 

 group shot of us 

 didn't really like our seats...wasn't too far but it was too side which restricted our view lor 

 random pic during the ceremony...

didn't really take any pics since I don't have zoom lens which is makes my camera pretty useless at these kind of events LOL 

but the whole ceremony was quite eventful la...

liked the performances and ah BOB and sai sai lap is just too entertaining...

too funny la...especially when they were being guok bo and vivien =P 

Andy Lau's appearance also surprised us! 

walau...first time seeing this superstar live woots! worth coming liao hahahhaha

liked the performances of the singers especially the unplugged performance! 

anyways...

congratz to charmaine she and roger kwok for winning the biggest award of the night! 

we quickly left right after they announced the last prize so we don't jam ourselves out...

super misty lor the whole genting..couldnt even see the road  in front..kinda scary driving down like that but luckily we made it home in one piece =D 

盐

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话说最近感觉发生很多事又感觉没发生很多事 

太多事还在有待观察中

太多的未知数

希望一切都可以如愿吧

事业和爱情也如此 =D 

祝我好运吧

take everything with a pinch of salt 尤其是感情的事 

很多事情就算sealed the deal也未必是确实的

经验就是这样告诉我的

所以还没结帐之前都不要抱太多希望

时间和相处会证明一切的 

不想再玩爱情游戏了

喜欢就喜欢 不喜欢就不喜欢

C'est Singapour~

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Went to Singapore for a very very short trip just because of the cheap hotel room at Ritz Carlton 

Family went there a day earlier because this poor girl here has to work =(

Was home alone that friday night...haven't been alone alone since 2 years ago in the UK and it feels kinda weird to be THAT alone which isn't a bad thing...

anyways...

got up crazy early as it was a morning flight *yawn* 

 typical airplane shot hahahahha 

 a glimpse of the singapore flyer from the hotel room 

 me being a jakun =P 

 why so happy? coz i'm alone in the hotel room hahahaha... everybody went out when i arrived =( 

have to selfie waddd..alone in a nice hotel room =P 

 the bathroom window 

parents finally came back so we headed out to Haji lane for late lunch 

 papa and mama 

 quite a nice place for pictures 

 first try on this very popular korean dessert,...honeycomb with ice cream 

it was okayy..nothing to shout about 

 one of the cafes...shop wonderland..wanted to dine there but it was packed with people! =( so we ended up at stateland..which was recommended by bloggers but it was mehhhh 

 my waffles...food were mediocre but the prices were *pain* 

 some of the walls of the shops there 

met up with jeyee they all for dinner at this german hawker at queenstown 

 price was quite reasonable and food was good =) 

 us having dessert at mun gei...was really meh too =( 

but thanks to jeyee and herng yau for the treat =)))) 

it's really nice meeting you guys...so hard to see you guys since all of you are in singapore =( 

 nxt morning with mama =))) 

 bought this maxi dress from haji lane the day before 

 with my godmama =) 

 had japanese buffet at somerset..price was quite reasonable..even after converting 

walked around orchard road alone after that ...

 managed to find laduree =)))) but good heavens..it was crazy expensive =O 

you don't even want to know how much and i better not tell 

da bombs! 

that pretty much sums up my very uneventful singapore trip hahahahha...toodles~