2004 到现在之吓到自己(warning: contains uncomfortable contents)

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warning: 吃着东西或者喝着东西的人尽量不要继续看下去。。。

在那边翻着旧照片才发现为什么那些很多年没见的aunty uncle们会认不出我。。。

因为我以前真的很disaster....

不过也足以吓到我到我发誓我以后都不要再变回那样了。。。

只能更瘦！！！  努力！ 加油！ 

以下我真的完全出卖自己。。。自己看到都觉得害羞。。。>< 

2004－13岁的时候，其实那时候已经减了10KG。。。。我12岁的时候更恐怖 

也是13岁。。。看得出我真的很不爽。。。也应该把年头减了的10KG吃回来了。。。 

 2005年在韩国的时候。。。。我到底在干嘛？ 

 2006年吧。。。never! never ever going back! 

应该是15岁的时候，我到底是多不爽啊？ 

也是15岁的时候。。。我为什么会那么的放肆自己。。。不过吃东西真的很开心啊。。。

 16岁在台湾的时候 。。好像没有之前那么恐怖但是也没有好到哪里去 

 

2009年－高三毕业晚会的时候，这个看不到身体，不过纯粹是觉得那时化的妆很“经典” 罢了。。。鼻影好夸张。。。

 2009年－18岁的时候在香港。。。

 2010年－19岁，貌似没有什么进步。。。不过我记得那时候有开始少吃了的啊。。。

 2011年－20岁，那时已经在大学了。。。是好像好一点但是真的没有好太多。。。而且这身打扮。。。。

 2012年－21岁。。。好像去了英国有比较好了。。。我去之前真的有节食的啊！ 

2012年－21岁，在英国的最后那几天，脸还是很圆，但是比起之前的有比较好了吧。。。

 2012年－实习的时候。。。感觉有逐渐比较会想了。。。 

然后我终于在2013年的6月开始真的下定决心要改变自己。。。迈向更健康的自己！ 

2013年8月在东京的时候。。。那时已经减了大概8公斤吧。。。

2013年9月的时候 那时刚剪掉了6寸的头发

前一个礼拜的时候，又剪掉了头发。。。

这是刚才。。。哈哈哈。。。好啦。。我承认我真的很自恋。。。

但是这也算是督促自己的一个方法啊。。。

虽然我现在还没有达到我要的目标，但是至少比以前更近了。。。

所以说，就算以前有多么的不堪，其实每个人还是可以努力追求自己要的！ 

高三理一聚会之你胸部小了

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这几个月好像听过很多次了。。。

连出门前老妈也说：哇，平的wor... ＝＝ 

朋友也说：作模不穿push up bra... 

哎哟。。。我穿的话全部人不是知道我潜建咯。。。

okok...离题了。。。

昨晚终于和一大半的理一们聚起来了。。。

虽然还是有些一部分的人没办法到但是也算很多人了。。。所以内心真的有感动到。。。＝） 

虽然昨晚的晚餐发生了一些小意外。。。

哎。。。以后做waiter/waitress的请多多练下bicep curls／bench press才去端菜啦。。。

很危险咧。。。

遇到我这种怕麻烦的客人还没关系。。。

万一你烫到的是那些大粒野你不是惨了咯。。。

而且幸亏只是手和脚，如果是脸的话，叫我们女生怎么办啊？ 

已经无人问津了，再坏下去就不得了了。。。

现在水泡亭亭玉立的起在我面前。。。碍眼。。。

明明出门喷好了香水，还没吃就变成海带汤＋药膏味道了 ＝＝ 

过后幸亏过程就顺利了。。。也因此多了一盘免费sotong...LOL 

 the culprit soup is not in frame..dang! LOL 

 爱死你们 ＝） 

 亲爱的feli!!  

 面壁思过的亲爱的 

13岁到现在的BFF！  ＝） <3 

本来很想和全部人一起拍照的啊。。。但是小插曲让我有点心情低落也因为手脚都是药膏，实在不太方便。。。＝（ 

不过幸亏还有大合照 ＝） 

谢谢民哥和阿罗的到来 ＝） 可以和高中同学在一起的日子很好 ＝） 

过后当然还是有second round，YOLO嘛。。。药膏味还是要去玩 。。。

 我最亲爱的 ＝） 

 我们在一起就一定会花钱的partners XDDDDD 

 weeee~! 

 最爱的muachi! 

 美女们～！ 

 傻的吗？ 

 venice, 虽然我真的很木，我会继续努力不要那么stiff的啦。。。＝） 

照片真的不多啊。。。＝（ 果然卸下了学习记者这个职位就懒惰拍照了。。。

本来应该high的pub结果好像出了pub大家才开始发疯。。。

“不要拉我的，我的衣服很贵哒！ 49.90!"

“拉住我的手！拍照要拉住手的！” 

“踏上光明的大路，做时代的向导。。。” 

谢谢你们。。。因为你们我这个平凡的女孩才不会那么寂寞 ＝） 

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

离题： OMG～！ 继承者们太让人沦陷了吧。。。晕 

First Impression Review: Marc Jacobs Style Eye-Con No.7- The Tease

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I'm finally back from my long hiatus...=) 

Exam is finally over but it's time to get my butt bck into my project =( 

life as a final student is just not a bed of roses....

anyways...back to the topic 

Thanks to my dad, I've finally gotten my hands on the Marc Jacobs eye palette! 

heard so many beauty bloggers raved about it but it's not sold in Malaysia, so when my dad travelled to the states, I gave him a list of cosmetics that I've been wanting to try but are not available in Malaysia...

as awesome as he is, he found most of the things on the list and today I'm going to do a first impression review on this particular marc jacobs style eye-cpn No.7- The Tease....=)

This is the only Marc Jacobs product i'd asked for since this is one of the most raved products and the price tag is not on my side =( 

tadaa~ it palette comes with a protective fabric...looks so luxurious....probably that's why it's so expensive =( 

 There're a total of 7 shades in this palette, the range that i got is called the tease...it's more of a purply,darker nightlife palette...I've initially asked for the lolita which is a more neutral palette but i guess my dad got me the wrong one...but it's still fine since I don't have many dark, smokey tones in my collection =) 

 the packaging is just divine! so atas looking right? LOL...

swatches and the shades in the pan to compare =) 

the shadows are really pigmented and surprisingly compacted...didn't experience any fallout while i was swatching which is a big YES for any eye shadows! 

Will play with it more during this holiday season since CNY is coming = more dress up occasions =) 

overall verdict: it's a high quality eye shadow palette but the price is on the steeper side, so if you're not a make up junkie, this might not be the palette for you but it's a really beautiful piece to add into your make up collection =) 

next post will be on the rimmel apocalips lip lacquer (p/s: they're amazing!) No idea why all the Rimmel counters in Malaysia are gone =( 

2014 New Year Resolutions~!

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it seems like everybody has been posting about their new year resolutions, I shall just follow my old tradition by listing a few to keep the motivation energy up!

i usually write this before the new year but this time i just kept forgetting...

looking back at my last year's resolutions, i would say i did pretty well by achieving most of it =D 

probably because i just gave myself a few....not gonna be overly ambitious and not achieve any by the end of the year...

so this year...

almost the same as last year's 

1. graduate with 1st class =D to waive ptptn 

2. lose more weight+fats (lost more than 20 lbs last year, so this year i hope i could lose another 15+ lbs?) 

3. be more confident ( take away all the negativity) 

4. continue to exercise regularly + eat clean 

5. be a braver person ( just strive for the things/person i want! not snatch la == ) 

I think i should just stop here...not going to list too many =D 

 

一个人

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刚刚在看某个谈话性节目说到单身的生活就突然想写东西。。。

他们说如果一个人习惯一个人做东西就完了。。。

我真的完了吗？ 

我可以一个人看电影，一个人吃饭。。。虽然已经很久没做这些啦。。。

直接留在家算了。。。哈哈

我只差没有一个人去唱K。。。

其实我最想做的是一个人去旅行。。。但是问题出在我妈妈不允许 ＝＝ 

旅伴不容易找，又要配合旅行地点，旅行时间（一个月） ，还有budget。。。

又有多少个人可以真的完完全全配合到恰恰好。。。

嘴巴说很想脱离单身，但是心里其实习惯了一个人

还没学会包容另一个人，还是太以自己为中心点。。。

也许只是还没遇到那个要让我牺牲的那个人。。。

我不想就一直这样习惯下去。。。感觉很危险。。。

我怕我会变得不舍得离开单身。。。不能啊。。。

我怕我会对私人空间的要求越来越贪婪。。。

我也想学会迁就另一个人，爱一个人。。。

一个人有时也很可怜。。。

想到那时在英国的时候，生病到想死的时候，身边没有人，吐到四肢无力还是要自己照顾自己。。。哎。。。

过节。。。

这个就真的已经习惯了。。。。

情人节完全就和普通的一天没分别。。。

好啦。。我牢骚发完了。。。

Urban Decay Naked 3 Palette First Impression Review

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yay~! the wait is finally over! 

Urban Decay's Naked 3 palette has finally launched in Malaysia! =) 

I have been waiting for it since the day it launched in the states and now this baby is finally in my hands =DD  

I haven't had the chance to use it yet since i've just got it yesterday,

but i've swatched it and the colours are beautiful =) 

just look at it~! the packaging is to die for! this palette resemblance more of the naked 2 palette which is also a plastic material cover....

compared to the first one which is more of a felt/velvety textured packaging..this rose gold packaging is definitely much prettier and much cleaner...

The Naked 1 palette's packaging tends to collect dust due to its fabric surface...

I own the Naked 1 palette myself and that palette is more of a warm neutral,brownish tone whereas this comes more of a pinky vibe... 

 look at the actual packaging~! the textured plastic makes it looks so creamy and yummy...LOL  

 It also comes with a sample packed with their most popular eye shadow primer which i'm also a fan of =) 

 tadaa~~~~ the colours~ so pretty right =)  as you can see, the whole palette has a pink cast to it and it goes from light to dark as usual...

the shadows are mostly frosted finished and 4 are matte shadows...

My favourite shadow at first sight/first swatch is trick (6th from the left)..the finishing is soooo pretty and the colour payoff is just awesome!  

swatches:

 right to left: strange-dust-burnout-limit-buzz

Strange can be used as a highlighting colour for your brow bone,inner corners of your eyes etc

dust is a really beautiful shimmery glittery shadow but it flakes quite a bit....and i think you can only wear it on bigger occasions or use very minimal on your lids to make your eyes pop! 

buzz is also a very nice frosted shadow but slightly darker than trick ...

Limit is a matte dark movy  pink that can be used as a base all over your lids...

right to left: trick -nooner-liar-factory-mugshot-darkside-blackheart 

look at the beautiful frosted finished of trick...divine divine divine...

nooner seems really similar to limit but darker and has more of a brown tint...

blackheart is a brownish black with gold shimmer in it that i think would make a good eyeliner dupe...

the palette also comes with a two headed brush which comes in handy and urban decay make good brushes...not those cheapo ones you get from those usual palettes...

verdict: the pigmentation of most of the shadows are really good..some swatches are only done using one swipe..=O only the first few shadows need more effort on transferring the colours...but nonetheless, it's a good palette to invest on if you are looking for a good neutral palette that is not so boring but yet wearable =) 

The price is quite hefty though.. if i've not mistaken, they marked up the price higher than the last 2 palettes =(  

That's all for today~ see you next time...

侃侃而谈

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好像每次都要隔很久才会更新一下部落格。。。

第一，没什么好写

第二，时间不太允许

第三，懒惰 

很想写"All Time Favourite Cosmetic Products"但是需要蛮多时间来拍照＋排版。。。

所以要搁置一下。。。可能考试后才写吧。。。

考试＋FYP＋功课把人搞得头昏脑胀。。。

加上最近也惹到了不必要的麻烦。。。

其实也不算麻烦啦。。。

只是自己有点不知所措。。。加处理不当。。。

很可惜地说，长这么大还真的第一次遇到这种问题。。。＝＝ 

希望这个不会影响到我的心情啦。。。

对于喜欢的人，别人叫我勇敢一些。。。

但是我真的没有多余的勇气。。。

既然就快毕业了。。也许真的应该勇敢一些？ 

就豁出去？ 不知道。。。我真的还没准备好踏出这一步。。。。

我害怕如果真的说白了，万一被拒绝那怎么办？ 

如果连朋友也做不成那怎么办？ 

不过知道的人越来越多了。。。是不是也在说明我在开始建立勇气了？ 

还是其实他已经知道了？ 但是假装不知道？ LOL

我开始在胡思乱想了。。。。